No one left for me now

I wish I could cut away these scars and see what resides beneath
Release those parasites that eat away at my core
wash away the unclean from my filth
scratch away at those lingering sores

release of this venom would be a salvation
no redemption here for the deeds are signed, dealt and done
they say hatred only breeds more hatred
but when it comes to you I only see the poison within
fooled everyone by your promises and lies
but you left me here with a loaded gun to die

Pushed into an existence that isn't mine
left gasping for air and teased by temptations
no time left for me now
no time left for me now
no rhyme left for me now
no one left for me now

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