Born with a shotgun in my hand

Click, click, boom! That's what should have happened when I was born 

but instead I was left here to pay for my crimes! Alone I came and 

alone I'll go. There's no point in staying where I'm not wanted, 

needed or loved.

Click, click boom! This world is a hell to me and God is a rapist who 

fucks me everyday. If only I had the courage. If only I had the faith, 

If only I had the belief.........to do what should have happened a long 

time ago. So many people would have never died or suffered because of ME!!!

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