A useless body
Hanging without a choice, but what choice did you ever have? What choice did you ever give? So, they hang from a tree which also has no voice. Blood dripping from top to bottom, trickling down with a born purpose and no choice to stop. I sit there on the bench knowing what I've done, knowing it had to be done and that I also had no choice - Like you had no choice as if it all was raped from you by me! I can't look back now as the smell of sulphur suffocates my soul and makes me bleed. I know what happened was just a happening, but it happened by me, by my choices. So now I sit remembering how it ended and how you must have suffered to an end which you had no control or choice over. 10 PM, time for another drink. I get up from the sofa feeling different, was it just the constant binging on booze or something else happening to which I couldn't ignore anymore. For years I've tried hiding from it but how long do you run from something that owns every cell in you, t...