Your Umbilical Cord
I crawled out wanting to crawl back in. Tried hanging myself on your umbilical cord but even that broke. No water kept me under and no air made me suffocate but here I am drowning in your bullshit. I didn't wanna be here, I didn't wanna be ya!!! Tick, tick, tick...I wait, wanting out as I wait and watch time pass me by but I don't pass, it just passes me. Can you twist that knife a little more because I have gone numb again and I'm feeling cold to this world? Can you light one more match so I can burn in your memories and leave my ashes in your hands? Just one more drink, can you pour me one more drink so that I can drown in your eyes again? Cut me, can you cut me again so that I can merge into your skin and let your narcissistical parasites eat at me, and burn away all my will? Hidden truths can be so deafening when not listened to. My words ate at you like termites feeding away at your freedom but did you ever imagine how much pain they caused me as they clawed ...