Morning Phlegm

Cut me! Please cut me. Why won't you cut me? Why? WHY? I need it just once, just once....please. Need to feel alive in this suffocating place you call "world". I need to BREATHE. Need to forget her, you, everything, just once. Why won't you cut me? WHY? Pain is not a drug I want anymore, I just want life, I want to feel alive! Free me from this cage Free me from this thoughts Free me from this Rage Disease me please Cut me! Please cut me. Cut me please Fuck me, please Fuck me.....please CUT ME!

Happiness is a whore that loves you for a few hours whilst dreaming of the next She will kiss away your sores, love you like a lover and make you feel like a king An ethos of hedonistic desire that can never fill that void Drown head first in a sea of passion spineless I am for being blind A dark heart broken by a hammer of filth Lost now forever and not to be found Dragged away by her dogs Lost in a wilderness of thoughts Awake I am now to my only true friend Sorrow who will never leave me for another Betrayed never as she will be there till the end Bite me into oblivion Kiss me deeper than darkness itself Fuck me until I bend to your will I bow to no other but you for you were there when I was born You will be there until I die